But you know we parted under pigulier circs, and I cannot disgise from myself that you may be thinking wuss of me than what Matilda I can honestly say I deserve! "Now I tell you solimly that if this is the fact, and you've been thinking of your proper pride and your womanly dignity and things like that there's no time for to do it in Matilda, if you don't want to break with me for all Eternity!